Nothing to lose.

Exhausted.
Physically Exerted.
Frustrated.
Emotionally weak.
Physically strong.

I thought this was where it was at. I can recall myself saying--I just want to finish exams and go home. I just want to be done with this stress. Honestly...now that it's done, I feel empty--I miss it. I'm sure if I was there--I'd miss here, just like when I'm here, I miss being there. It's a no win situation.

Did we expect it to be like this? Did some of us think we could coast through just like high school? Did we expect things just to stay the same? I guess this year has brought us a year of change. We didn't expect this--I'll tell you that much. Some of us expected to coast through--and well some of us made it. Others worked till no end for no results while some got what they wanted. No matter what happened--nothing stayed the same. This year can't be repeated, next year will not be the same.

Speaking of the topic of how nothing will stay the same, we kind of have to wonder why we expect life to just wait for us. Did we really think it would pause while we caught up? I suppose I thought I'd come home and expect things to be the same. In some ways I was right--bang on. Some people haven't changed and I feel as if it's high school all over again, while others, have changed and I don't know what happened. I guess that was to be expected.