Mixed Signals.

I am going crazy. C-R-A-Z-Y. What is it about this that drives me insane? Perhaps I can't describe it, it just is...there. And it's in the corner of my eye--I can see it in plain view but I can't have it. We all know not being able to have what you want drives you all the more crazy. In a sense its a 'hard to get' type game.

I have a love hate relationship with 'hard to get' type games. I love to hate them and of course, I hate that I do infact love them.

Not having what you want makes the want all the more desirable. If I could have what I wanted--would I be this crazy? Or would I just shrug my shoulders and think, 'that's no fun'--would the desire fade away? This is a good question...suppose I'll never know the answer.

The cycle is vicious! Not knowing the answer drives me all the more crazy...

In the end, I suppose we all run a bit off the road of sanity.