Fix You.

When you try your best--but you don't succeed...when you get what you want, but not what you need. When you feel so tired but you can't sleep, stuck in reverse...and the tears come streaming down your face, when you lose something you can't replace, when you love someone but it goes to waste, could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home, and ignite your bones. And I will try to fix you...

It's two o'clock in the morning and I am laying awake still thinking--remembering the happier moments spent with my grandma, reminiscing in my favorite memories that bring joyful tears to my eyes.

Did you know?
I've always been told that my big brown eyes and my big silly grin are inherited from my grandma. When you look at pictures of her you'll see that same sparkle in her eye and ever growing smile on her face.

I am feeling at peace with what has happened today. She went peacefully in her sleep--there isn't anything more we could have asked for. She didn't suffer, she didn't cry--she smiled right up to the moment she died. And now I know in my heart that she is smiling down at me from heaven with that contageous smile of hers.

Tonight I will pray for my close and extended family--I pray that they can find peace and look back and smile...